Dear Earthlings (and disguised Spacelings),
Happy Eid, folks. Well I’m not gonna put an exclamation mark there like I always did and I do have strong reasons for that. One; I wasn't able to visit anyone during this festive season, even though my in-laws. Two; the only places I have visited recently were hospital and specialist center. Three; basically I spent my days of Eid staying only at home; grieving on bed.
Gosh, there are so many things and stuffs to be updated in this long abandoned blog. And yet I couldn't even figure out how I should start the talking. Let’s see; the last time I published a post was April 5th and now it is already August 6th. What did I miss? Or should it be, what did all of you miss? To be truth, a whole lot of stuffs.
Well you could see the list; my birthday on April 12th, Nyah’s birthday on June 12th, Mom’s birthday on June 20th, Annie’s birthday on July 8th and oh, I finally started my job on July 1st after an almost-four-years-unemployment-period. Did I also mention that I got pregnant for the first time in five years of marriage and lost my baby as well?
So you see, to sum up everything in one post is not really a good idea. I am now on maternity leave (courtesy of my very kind-hearted boss) which gives me ample time to sit and write down my life updates in this little space. Ups and downs; I must say how I finally able to actually witness a God’s will for His servants. When He says “Be,” then shall it be.
I would spare you the details for now but I would try my best to update each and everything soon before I start forgetting the whole stuffs. But deep down, I know that I would never forget anything related to my very first baby. Anyway, my lost baby girl had a name and it's Renee Razif. So how do I know the gender at merely two months of pregnancy, you ask? Well trust me, I just knew it.
Gosh, there are so many things and stuffs to be updated in this long abandoned blog. And yet I couldn't even figure out how I should start the talking. Let’s see; the last time I published a post was April 5th and now it is already August 6th. What did I miss? Or should it be, what did all of you miss? To be truth, a whole lot of stuffs.
Well you could see the list; my birthday on April 12th, Nyah’s birthday on June 12th, Mom’s birthday on June 20th, Annie’s birthday on July 8th and oh, I finally started my job on July 1st after an almost-four-years-unemployment-period. Did I also mention that I got pregnant for the first time in five years of marriage and lost my baby as well?
So you see, to sum up everything in one post is not really a good idea. I am now on maternity leave (courtesy of my very kind-hearted boss) which gives me ample time to sit and write down my life updates in this little space. Ups and downs; I must say how I finally able to actually witness a God’s will for His servants. When He says “Be,” then shall it be.
I would spare you the details for now but I would try my best to update each and everything soon before I start forgetting the whole stuffs. But deep down, I know that I would never forget anything related to my very first baby. Anyway, my lost baby girl had a name and it's Renee Razif. So how do I know the gender at merely two months of pregnancy, you ask? Well trust me, I just knew it.
Happy Eid and I seek forgiveness from everyone.
