Dear Earthlings (and disguised Spacelings),
I think I am a type of person who is easy to please but hard to satisfy. Don't get me wrong, I am no perfectionist (unlike The Hubster). It is just that when I am done with something, I would definitely feel the urgency of trying to do a whole new thing for a change. I am prone to dissatisfaction. The same goes to blogging.
After a few published posts, I started to feel those posts are not good enough. I would always afraid if my posts might cause unintentional hurts to anyone I know or the blog itself might be all fancy with unnecessary self-expression of writings. Moreover when it comes to blog design, I tend to feel the needs to get another theme or doodles upon seeing other pretty blogs. See? I am struggling to settle for one thing. Am I guilty then?
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| 'Yours Truly at my greatest attempt to pose for one-innocent-face' |
So when the irrational rush swept upon me, I started deleting all posts and got idle for a period. This is actually the main reason for my zero post count in archive. I could not help but regret. I guess there will always be the needs for improving something and changing to a better me. Maybe because I am too tired being dissatisfied of everything and ended up being nothing.
So I made up my mind and this time I will try to stick my both feet inside one mud at a time. I vow to blog about positive stuffs so it will bring out the goodness in everyone rather than forever useless rantings. Not that I will start blogging to please everyone, I will still write about divine discontents but only to focus on the positives. It is not easy but it is never too hard.
Tomorrow marks the first day of Ramadan 2013, a holy month full of blessing and pardons. I am humbly asking for forgiveness from anyone who knows me, especially for any wrongdoing and offenses I have done intentionally or unintentionally through out the years we have known. Wishing us all a blessed Ramadan, full speed of good deeds and true meanings of a real celebration.
Happy fasting, people!
